Another Way
Darwin's Waiting Room
Orphan (2001)

I KILLED MYSELF TODAY
I WISH I COULD EXPLAIN
I TRIED TO FIND ANOTHER WAY
TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL
I TRIED TO FIND ANOTHER WAY
TO MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME

I’M NUMB FROM KNEELING
THIS CUT’S TOO DEEP FOR HEALING
REVEALING, THERE’S SOMETHING AMISS
SOMETHING YOU MISSED
TRANSFER THE SHAME
YOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
I WILL NOT EXCEPT THE BLAME
‘CAUSE I AM WHAT YOU MADE ME

IT’S OVER NOW
WHAT I’VE SEEN MAKES ME

YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE
PRAY FOR THINGS I KNOW
YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE
TO CHANGE ME, MAKE ME WHOLE
YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE
MY LIFE’S SO FULL OF SHIT
YOU GAVE ME LIFE BUT THIS LIFE IS MINE
IN DEATH IS WHERE I FIT

I KILLED MYSELF TODAY
I WISH I COULD REMAIN
I TRIED TO FIND ANOTHER WAY
TO LET MYSELF GO FREE
THERE SEEMS TO BE NO OTHER WAY
TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT IN ME

I CAN’T AWAKEN
MY LIFE HAS BEEN FORSAKEN
I’VE TAKEN THE EASY WAY OUT, THE ONLY WAY OUT
EMPTY MY WRIST
WE COULD NEVER CO-EXIST
I WILL NOT LET THIS PERSIST
‘CAUSE I AM WHAT YOU MADE ME

YOU GOTTA’ SEE, YOU GOTTA’ TRY
WHO’S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I DIE
I SAID, YOU GOTTA’ SEE, YOU GOTTA’ TRY
WHO’S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I DIE
I SAID, YOU GOTTA’ SEE, YOU GOTTA’ TRY
WHO’S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I DIE
I SAID, YOU GOTTA’ SEE, YOU GOTTA’ TRY
WHO’S GONNA CHANGE THE WORLD WHEN I…GO