Pain
Velvet Acid Christ
Church of Acid (1997)

locked in a still position, swaying back and forth, needles in my arms,
broken inside, my chest rips open, and blood runs on the floor,
sealing my heart, gazing at a wall, in some dark corner somewhere in time,
try to make sense, relation unknown, alone, alone, alone, in pain, and pain, in pain.
fear is here. bleeding inside, oh you will remind, the anger all lost in fear,
i never lied to you, you always lied to me, what the fuck is the difference,
i'm sitting here bleeding, inside, inside, inside,
it's no big deal, it's no big deal, wrapped in lies,
close your eyes see the pain locked inside.
ripped open for a fuckin dollar, a green piece of paper shatters my life,
twisted up until i scream, let me go release me, release me, release me, release me!
crying out hearing sounds, but the feeling got lost away in some forgotten song,
they said they said, to close my eyes and dream away, dream away,
but the pain, the pain didn't go away, it never goes away, it didn't go away,
it never goes away, i'm lying in sound oh, and you, and dream, i'm breaking down.
a thousand years, and all the tears, and feelings locked inside, locked inside.
tide of emotion, blood, rain, and teaaarrrrss!...
ruined all the years, ruined all the years,
they told me that i was never here, never here, never here, never here.