I Wish
Refused
This Is The New Deal (1996)

I wish that i, i wish that i
i wish that i, could pick myself up
trapped, imprisoned i know no other way to be
no matter how hard i try I'm never gonna be really free
surrounded by lies, try to hold my integrity
searching for a higher goal, trying to find the real me
I wish that i-could change my values and ignore this hate inside
I wish that i-could put the pieces back and make another try
Being dragged down in this ocean of fools
their golden horse god- obey their master-money rules
try to reach the surface but my emotions drag me down
i cant control myself, my rage makes me drown
I try, i try, i try to look beyond the whole,
its time to realize there's gotta be something more
in acts of selfishness we tend to ignore-what we really are living for