Feel So Stupid (Table 9)
Darwin's Waiting Room
Orphan (2001)

LOVE TO ME WAS TO BE SOMETHING MORE WHEN IT CAME TO YOU

FOREVER FILLING A VOID
SOMETHING I CANNOT AVOID
EVERYTIME I’M PUT TOGETHER I’M BEING DESTROYED
SO WHEN YOU COME AROUND
YOU’LL FIND ME ON THE GROUND
SEARCHING FOR A PIECE THAT I NEVER FOUND

I FEEL SO STUPID, FRIENDS KNEW IT, TURNED TO IT

I’M BY… MYSELF, I’M BOUND… TO BE

I CAN’T FIND WHAT I’M MISSING
I’VE LOST MYSELF I HOPE THAT YOU’RE LISTENING
I’VE SEEN MY PUZZLE TAKEN APART
IT’S HARD TO START AGAIN

BUT WITH YOU, ALL I KNEW WAS THE FILTH THAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH
I’M SICK RELIVING THE PAST
MY TIME IT CAME AND IT PASSED
I’M HOLDING ON TO THE MEMORIES, MAKING THEM LAST
SO WHEN YOU COME AROUND
YOU’LL FIND ME ON THE GROUND
SEARCHING FOR A PIECE THAT I NEVER FOUND

AND I KNEW IT WAS TO BE
MY WORDS ARE QUICK TO UNDRESS ME
FILLED MY HEART WITH BROKEN GLASS
TO MAKE THIS THING LAST
FEELS SO NUMB WHEN WE LIE TOGETHER
FEELS SO NUMB WHEN WE LIE TOGETHER

I’M BY… MYSELF, I’M BOUND… TO BE