Marilyn, My Bitterness
Cruxshadows
Telemetry Of A Fallen Angel (1995)

I don't understand
how you've done these things to me
I can not comprehend your
lack of loyalty

For you I would have shaken down
the heavens from the sky
But it seems my love was stronger than this
love of yours that died

Did you think it wouldn't hurt?
Did you think I wouldn't feel
when the world came falling down?
Or maybe you didn't think at all
and that's why I feel what I feel now

Did you think I wouldn't fall?
Did you think I wouldn't cry?
Did you think I wouldn't beg you to stay?
One of these days you're gonna realize
just what you've thrown away

Now I lie here in this empty bed
and all I think about is you
And I wonder if you miss me now
and if your bed is empty too

(bridge)

Marilyn my bitterness
I've fallen to a stranger nightmare
Marilyn, oh Marilyn
I cannot break away

Marilyn my bitterness
I've fallen to a stranger nightmare
Marilyn, oh Marilyn
I cannot find my way

I'll absorb this agony
I'll carry all this pain
I'll wipe away this emptiness
I'll purify this stain

My wings will fold around me now
for once a one was two
and my memory is a monument
that will always stand for you

(bridge)

(chorus)

Now must I go away?