rescue me
Abscess
punishment & crippled reality (1998)

strophe1:

i´m in a mess in my head
like after thousands of explosions
chaos in my head
i sink in it , drown in it
without a destination
i wander around so slugish
fragments of thoughts circling senseless in my head
without to make a rest
doubts and contradictions
form my deepest fears
they circling and their shaping
this big black wall which imprisoned me

strophe2:

in my head their sits a demon
so crafty and so cruel
he grins and he snarls his teeth
so vigilant he´s watching over me
and if i want to escape
he´s catching me and drags me back
he´s shaking and tormenting me
till i´m too weak to resist
and if he gets satisfaction
he does this only thing
he throws me back
into this big black hole which imprisoned me

refrain:

rescue me from this wild twister in my head
rescue me from my own lies they´re deceiving me
rescue me show me the way out of disharmony
rescue me from all this fears of my life